Ku juz mw kwn...

Assalamua'laikum...
1.14 am..
16 Jun 2011..
18 Rejab 1432H..

today...me mw mluah la plak..

WARNING : entry ini panjang,merapu & merepek...

gne,,,

ada dak d skuwl me ney...nma dya Tinggi (bukan nama sbnr)... =P
we call him C tinggi cz dya tinggi...
well...dya ney..has his own way 2 get close 2 me,tiyah n yana...
which is nt tat gud..
straight forward ney..cm...i mean...dya tuz jak bha...
xda lae tggu knl kjp ka apa ka...
*ssh plak mw explanade ney..adoiyai...

then...mw jdi crta ney...
dya p ckp smthg *KIK* ngn both my Bfren...
so...dorg pn gli arr...
i mean..cm...x ska la bha kan...spa la ska llaki yg slamber jak ckp ma pmpuan g2...
n bnda ny pn,both my bfren kc rahsia mla2...thought apa la...
me smpai x puas aty tl ma c tinggi psl tis thng happen...

but then...aq ok jua...bnda 2 tbiar jua kan..4 almost 3 or 4 weeks...
jdi me ok la suda....
so.............me kwn la dya...
i mean..sblm ne...Pueyk! harap la mw lyn dya..
but then me rsa...no hal bha!
so me kwn jak arr...

tp me tkut me cm amik ksempatan...or kc maen2 dya ka...
plus,,,yg dya mw blnja lae 2...fuhh!
tgoda iman mw trima...
but yana said if me bwt g2,,,me bg dya harapan..
me nmw cm 2..

tapi---
after some time...
dya cm ok3 jua suda...
cm x brpa ada feel lae...(frm my observation la..)
so...mw bwt besa la..
like...me sms jua ma dya...or watever la...

but then...td when i text hm...
fren tnya arr...
tuz i was like : err...mm...yea...aq yg sms...aq mw cap congratz kan..

uhuu~ yea arr...btul la tujuan me mw say congratulation...
its juz tat...gagap 2 sbb tkut dorg fkir len2 jak...

cm....t they thought laen kn...
so...me dun want tat 2 happen..

cz actually...me mw bwt bnda gne cm besa jak bha...
but dun know y, but i jz cant...
mgkin x biasa lae deal ngn org...

so..i wanna start it over again...
biar evythngs normal bha..
biar dorg smua ny...(golongan seangkatan c tinggi) jz be my friend..
so..2 arr...

tmasuk jua kembar me d skuwl 2..
i hope kmi ok arr...
i jz dun want ada org yg x ok ngn me...or yg seangkatan...

AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING?? ermmm...mayb i was too early 2 take a step...without even thnkn.. i mean...thnk further.. =.=" aiyaaa! how la tis????

nataw alasan me ka yg kunun jak...
or...

anythng arr!
if im doing the rght thng...tell me..
if i shouldnt do this...INFORM ME A.S.A.P.....

btw,

Me Mw Cri Kawan...
Bukannya Lawan...

i know x smua org bley ska kta...
cma kta perlulah meminimumkan jumlah dorg kan???
right???

neway...me mmg arr x smpurna...
n i didnt try 2 be perfect..
im jz trying 2 b the best.. ^^

ngeeeeeeeeee~ ^^

maseyh sbb sdi bca entry yg mbosankan iny...
(if baca la..) =P

i dun need an answer...
i juz need an opinion...

Assalamua'laikum...