mad,..

~bru jak chat ma my EX td...fuhh,,...mmg la kmi fren...tp td dya btul2 cross da line...ley2 dya hina jak fiey...isk!!!man!!!lw fiey pndai ckp kasar ny...adesss...dya ungkit lae knuk sal dlu..pdhal suma dya yg pnya slh..hate him!!!!suka tul mengaibkan org,,gila,,ihhh!!i am very angry rght now..bla engt pa dya ckp td,rsa cam mw sipak dya jak ny bha..adeyh....sowt!!!!

~td fiey mw tmbh chat box..tp xda...cri music player lae...nada jua...adeyh..sbr jak la...

k ar..2 jak...

sja jak mw lpas tension..

tekanan tul fiey td..

selamber jak2 urg p hina2 g2..adeyh..

fieyra...tensed!
1.52 am..

assalammua'laikum..

cdey...again...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalammua'laikum..

29 December 2010..

23 Muharram 1432 Hijrah..

10.56 pm...

~tonght..cathy x tdur cney..so,adq tdur ats la..lw x,tdur ma dorg d bwh..huhu....

~mamy mrh kmi bha td...aka fiey n along..adesss...gara2 mw cver fikri aje..adeyhh....sa timbak la dya 2 nty mlm ny lw kdptn..adeyh...bek lae nataw ow...cam berat jak ny rsa bla tw sal ny...aiyer...such a problem..mamy said "kmu urus la 2 sndry"...pnya la SHOCK bla kna ckp g2..aiyer..skit aty xda org tw..cam rsa mw tmbak jak smua org ny bha...adeyh..2nd bddy blg,mumy mnja..tz dya suh sbr jak..segafar dya blg...kik kan..org sbt la bha istighfar btul2..adess...1st bddy plak,blurr2...lmbt tul...mls eyh..cam tsekat2 jak nfas mw btaw..adeyh...

~tp pa jua ley bwt kan..sabar jak la..

~skrg ny,,problm btul..d mna aq mw cri 200 tue??mw bli kasut lg...adesss....fiey mw byr yuran skul sndry thn dpn ny...cz last skul sua kan..so mw byr sndry la...bru puas hti..bru rsa...tp gaji sooo late...lmpas lae tem mdaftar..adeyh...dad sndry pun x ckup duit..dya blg,tuk daftar skul ija stll dpt..tp tk mine,,ssh ckit..aiyyoooo.....such a massive problem..fiey btul2 STRESS psl 2..tertekannnnn btul...

~i burst into tears td pun sal mum mrh 2...tmbh g yg fiey smpan2 sal skul ny..adeyh..

~skuwl x lma g bka..n im not ready yet,..keja rmh lum siap,,,stu bnda pun blum.,.brg skola lum cmplete...especially shoe.. oowwww!!!wat am i gnna do???

~ary 2 25hb,.mkn2 d rmh neth..uhuu...on da evenng,jln g ma tiyah,her bro n her bf..adeyh..her bf drve her mum's car...i really dun like it bla dpt taw dya yg drve..fuhh..cyan dya..ntah la...tz kmi jln2 cri suar..last2 jmpa jua..rm20 each...i bought 2 of them...ok la jua...cma pnjg n FIT!....i jz dun lke tat part..tp xpa la...pa ley bwt..cmna la t bka skuwl arr???sa malu ow mw pkai..adess..

~then tmrrow dya p rongolis...ahhaa...like la..jmpa kzen...bla jmpa c liu,ttriak la plak..gila...ahahaha...eppy jua la...sooo jelez tgk dorg nyanyi d pntas..n dpt hadiah g..aiyerr,,,sooo like la...tp hlg tz smgt bla along said "deq,kalah kw deq.."..=.=!!! pnya la..n wnna know??dorg cuzzy suma bwa Bf n Gf dorg..wouch!!its both gud n bad,..but still,,im jelez..aiyerr...all our granny n granddad pun cam x ksah ny bha..cam besa jak ny..ley tawa g..uhuu...tz gf 1 of my czzy kna jmput p pntas p nyanyi..tuz byk la lawak dorg..pnya lcu,.,.adeyh..one thng i dun like bla ada event mcm 2,is tat byk mnm2..gosh!!sua la ats meja jak tin2 2 kna hdng...2 ley sabar lg la..tp bla sua bahar 2 kna c kuar,,adeyh...cam mw terbang jak ow...suda 2,uncle roy over drunk..dya bwa2 g dad mnm..aiyer,,,im really thrust tat tme....i dun know wat else to do..so i juz said no3x to uncle roy...so dad ckp "naa...dya x suh.."..ahhaha...cyan jua la dady mw tlak..adeyh..tuz uncle talk 2 me,,,aiyer...dun like it when tmpias 2 tkna my face...burh!!!sbar jak la hati...--tettt3....then tem blk,aunty baby suh jga2 dady,,sap dady mnm tdi..kotigup jua la adq bla taw...engtkan dady x mnm..fuhh...

~ok..now..lets talk hostel..td pg i ask mum.,,.mum said tggu dkt2 spm bru msk...im not satisfied wit tat..so fiey p ckp g ma dad..dad ckp,mslhnya dya kering skrg..so,i said nty tgk gaji fiey brp,..lw ckup,then im in..dad said,dya no prob..asl fiey bljr..wohooo!!!!!plg semat la tw...fiey blg,try lu mhon,lw dpt,tgk lae duit ckup ka x...then lw xda apa2 mslh,fiey msk..dad ckp,no prob jak..muahhahahhaah...hope there'll b no problm..i wish..amin...

k arr..tats all 4 now..cam ngntuk...n mls..ehehehe
assalammua'laikum...

Fieyra...aka adeq..(dgr2 jak bnyi len2 ow..adess)

11.46 pm..

feels like want 2 vomit..

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Assalammua'laikum...
24 Dec 2010
17 Muharam 1432
11.13 am..

~~~tday kan..rsa mw mntah jak ow..dr smlm g 2..smlm lg la..tkt ny bha..tah..ada smthng la yg kin tkt..suda 2,mw mntah n skit prut..tz bca doa byk2 sblm tdur,,bru la tng.,.dpt jua tdur..n now,skit lae blk..aiyer...x sdp bdn...blg d google translate>>unpleasant body...ahahha..ada ka..adeyh...
~~~tnght,tdur rmh neth,,.,bka present..ermm...tmrrow ada mkn2..nataw g tiyah p ka x..adeyh..
~~~i am sooo worried..1...keja rmh lum siap..n i dun hve mch tme..2..brg skuwl lum bli..i really dun know mw bli apa..n dun hve mch tme too..3...nty tdur rmh nanet,hw mw smbyg..nty p rongolis pun..cmna ny????????hate tis situation...4...bju tuk famy day nty ada sua..tp,oh no!!dun fit mw la...dya tooo tght..nmpk bida la in me..means,skrg i still dun hve bju,..aiyak..mw cri d mna!!!!!helppe..
~~skrg mw cci bju..then make cookies lae...ermm...k daa..

Assalammua'laikum..

Fieyra...stomach ache..hurts soo mch!!!
11.22 am..

nataw...

Bismillahirrahmanim..

Assalammua'laikum..
22 December 2010
15 Muharram 1432
2.15 am..

~Ary ny...rabu...eheehehe..x arr...aq nataw pa mw crta..bru abs bwt cookies ny..adeyh..penatz yaw...smpai ttdur aq..muakakakka...aq mw tul mkn cukulet..tp kan.,..bla pnt bwt choc cookies 2,cam mls sua mw mkn cuklet..
~pening eyh...tah..ngantuk kali..td mla2 bwt bskut bru la..sandy tul..cam pinar2 bha...lampu 2 kali...
~ok..skuwl x lma lae bka..aiyer...none of my hmewrk is dne,..none..i mean NONE!!uhuuuu,...it gves me a lot of stress jz 2 thnk of it..
~ive studied addm3 a lil..ehekz..ony chapt 1 to b exact..adeyh...ada jua la ckit2 chapt 2..hrmmm...
ssh la gne..i planned mw study suma sbject tem cti..tp ny jak yg dpt..aiyerr...bz plak smpai 26...26 famy day d rongolis...i dun know y...but i dun feel like going..it sounds like fun..but i jz thought there'll b mre "bad thngS" than fun..i mean..bkn la bha bad thng..tp i dun like 2 deal with org2 mabuk ny...tah...mls la...mls tah ku ingau...cewahh...gpun,mw smbyg g nty ssh..aiyerr...tekanan jiwa..but mayb,jz mayb...if he'll b there,i thnk i can handle it...muakakkaka...x arr...at least ada kwn..i mean,,,kwn yg sma kpla..undrstands me...n sma nsb...sikap..i mean,sal smbyg 2,,i thnk he'll b worried too if he's there with me..=p
~there's a lot of thngs going on with me these days,,,i jz dun know wat 2 tell..i mean...there's jz too mch..ok frst,ngan 1st bddy...cam x ok..tp i work it out,,so,kmi ok la sua..at least kmi kwn...n now we talk like da way frens should b too..tats wat i want it 2 b..so im happy with it...2nd bddy plak...i called him Mr.Chipsmore..ilham dr novel "Kau Kekasihku" karya anis ayuni...ehehhehe...x la...tul2 cam dya,.cz hlg2 jak...jap ada jap teda..bla ada 2.,,i mean,,lw kmi sms...pndai hlg tba2..aiyerr...sooooo dislike!! most of it,is when i mention about adri..uhuu...his jz jealous..i know it...3rd buddy plak..jarang plak cntc..mayb sal dya ada prob ma hp dya...ermm...mw ckp cdey,cam iya jua...cam no feel,,cam ya jua..adeyh..mls tah ku ingau..dya ada gf sua jua..i mean..i dun mnd psl 2..cma,kmi kan bestie.,..trasa la jua bla cam x btgur..tp i undrstand..dya pnya hp kan rsak..plus,i dun want 2 txt hm much..dun want 2 interfere his life..sap t kcau daun plak ma gurl dya kan..t kna blg lae aq prampas..adeyh...no3!!!!nmaw3!!!
~speaking of bestie...hurmm,..plik ckit ma fren stu 2..tp xpa..cntrol emosi joe..aq rsa aq yg tlbey slh sngka ny..ileks bha..pren2 kan..aiyer...npa la me ny like tis...muahahaha...ma yana plak,ahakz..ok..sap ada bcntc n siap jln lae..no prob la...ma tiyah...cam terkilan la jua...cewahh,,,bhs novel..sap kan...dya xda cntc pun dr cti..bru2 ny jak ada,...i mean,awl2 cti 2 ada la jua...uhuu...2 puwn,kira eppy la jua..bsyukur jua dya ada jua cntc..dya pkir duit bha 2...bkn salu dpt topup kan..so,mw pndai gna la..kan mhal sms p num fiey...uhuu...jz thnk POSITIVE!! tp kan..fiey nataw la..tiyah ny kan sinonim ma ika...so bla engt tiyah,msti trngt ika..mls tul bla engt ma ika 2..i mean,bkn fiey engt2 ika..tp pa yg ika bwt 2 bha...ada ka,fiey jln ma tiyah pun dya mw mrh,,,plg la tw..hellowww!!!who did he thnk i am???fiey mayb x p ckp ma dya,,,tp 2 psl fiey respect dya as tiyah's bf..also,tuk jga hti tiyah as his gf,...lw x,,awl lae fiey sipak ow..kin pns ny bha,.,.,im her bezfren la..so i dun thnk there's anythng wrng 4 me 2 go out with her..aiyak..wat kind of jealousy is tat..dislike!!!!suda 2,bkn stakat jln jak..tiyah sms ma fiey pun dya mrh..ada ka..aiyerr!! im a gurl la bro!!not a boy!!tah apa kes la mw jelz..teteda bha!!!
~k3...suda3...tlbey suda 2 mw mrh 2...wkwkwkwk...sory la ika n tiyah..mostly 2 tiyah..i jz cant help it..mrh tul ma ika 2..
~who else...ermm..ok..now..lets talk about hostel..i tld mum kan,..mumy plak mw tnya dady lae...n dady plak cam sgja lae mw kc lmbt2...aiyer...it makes me mad but msti mw sabar la..sabar kan sparuh drpd iman..gpun,,mw rush apa..sma jua pun..tem bka skuwl bru urus..oredy tnya tiyah..n she said ok..dya on jak..dya evn suh bwa result lae nty 3 ary bln..mw bwa tk jmpa ckgu sapitang...uhuu...
~pa lae mw crta arr??4got sua..ermm..
ow ya..ary 2,,gaduh lae mum n dad...ntah la sal apa..along pun ekt skali..along blg,mw jua dady bsg sal dya x ekt p tgk rmh jak..aiyer..nataw la sal apa dorg 2,,tp,cam sukati jak dorg ny bha..mw bwa org,tp kmi ny nataw apa bnda pun nhy bha..nsb bek adq mw hostel..uhuu...mls tah ku ingau...padulikan mereka...ekekek...
k arr..cam nataw sua pa mw crta..ahakz,,outz!

assalammua'laikum...

Fieyra..ngntuk lg pnakut
2.51 am..

pisang hjau..

bismillahirahmanirahim..
assalammua'laikum..
17 Dec 2010..
10 Muharam 1432..(cewahh)
10.22 am..

Dear blog..
~~~i dun knoe pa mw ckap...wkkakakakaka..
ok3..engt sua..ystrday kan...yana n i went 2 kfc 2 meet ckgu ahjiam..mw kc tgk report 2..uhuu..byk kna komen..suda 2,mgantuk lae tem ckgu bckp..ahahahah *soooo unprofesional*..suda 2 tem bncg2 smpt lae rep2 msg..wkwkwkwkkwk
~~~after tat..mw tw pa kmi bwt???ekekekek...mkn kfc la bha..aiyakk....ckgu bg 10 rgt..
~~~then blk rmh..knuk yana mw smbyg..ehekz..tgk2 x jd..akkakaka..
~~~then!!! kmi p sikul..p amik mnantu mama angkat tsyg..wkakakaka...fnny plak 2 tw...malu la plak dya..akakaka..still remember evythng lke it was ystrday...(pdhal mmg ystrday pun) hahahaha....abz bha kna buli oley me n yana's mum..akakaka...cyan bha dya...jwb pun ckit2 jak..sora pun kcik aje..muahahahaahhahaha..then me n yana's mum p bli red paste..suda 2,kmi jln2..kc tyme tk yana n ibrahim..wkwkwk...fiey klucuan sua ow..skali tgk,DEIII!! mnda...behh!! dya sua mkn duluan..ma pren2 c ibrahim lae..aiyerr..
cyan me n yana's mum..sndry2 jak kmi mkn..suda 2,,ibrahim lae yg kc byr 2..cdey mum yana yg bdaulat 2..dya yg mw blnja,sua dya byr....ahhaha
~~2 jak arr dlu..byk mw crta..tp kna suh bwt cookies..ekeke..speaking sal cookies ny kan..suma mnta bha bla i tld them i bake cookies..adeyh..
~~ow ya...ary 2 chat ma adri..he gve me tips sal how 2 pikat boyszzz...pnya lcu..mw pcah my stomach sal tawa..adeyh..
~~~btw,,keja rmh byk x siap..frame lum siap..suma lum siap..adeyh..

k daaa...assalammua'laikum

fieyra...kna pggl2 sua..
10.35 am

tah...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
assalammua'laikum..(cewahh)
3.17 am
11 Dec 2010
4 Muharam 1432

Dear,
~~ary ny kan..tekanan jak ow..npa 2 arr??isy...x bek!!3x...msti psl miss slt sbuh jak ny kan blk2,.ahhahaha... byk crta..tp nataw sua apa..aahahhaha..i've lost "ME"..da real me isnt like tis,.i used 2 b fun,,.unsensitive..criaaaaaa ajew..tp skrg,tekanaaaaannnnnn jak..aiyaaa....wats happening 2 me??is it one of da process of growing up??huhh!!

~~td kan..i ask dad 2 buy me choc..he said t dya kc bli..skali tem blk,teda pun..so i said..dady xda bli kan??hahhaha..tuz he said,alarrr.,..dady lpa sggah 7E td..me:jd kmu p mna td?? dad:maybank..d inanam..dady lpa plak mw snggh 7E td.. =.="" ahahahaha...cdey!...1 month suda ny x rsa choc...(ada la jua bha ckit2..ehehhee..)tp ckit jak..

~~ary 2 kan..fiey kan mw asrama knun ma fatiyah..then when i ask mum,dya x bg..then,fiey blk2 mnta..k skrg mum mc pkir,..dya mc mw bncg ma dad..uhuu...when mum said t dya bncg ma dad 2,tuz fiey cam ragu2 jak whether mw asrama or x..ahakz..i totally 4got y i was so eager 2 stay at da hostel..ahahha..not all of them la..cma cam lpa la..tuz cam tkt jak..ahahaha...so i ask la pren2 in fb,,.many of then said hme..sme say hostel..uhuu.,..siap ada debat lae arr..ahahaha..n now,,,after blk2 pkir,i thought,i chose hostel..x jua lma kan..4 1 year onny..jz 4 spm..uhuu...so,i thnk its ok la..but skrg mc tggu parents decision..uhuu...ofcourse,mw call fatiyah dlu..nataw g dya cmna kan..ahakz..myepi tul dya bha...rndu sua ma dya..ary2 engt dya..(sal engt asrama jak ary2 kan..2 arr..)ahhahaha....yana sms pun dya x rep..aq???i cant rmmber whether i dd txt her or not..ehhehee..=p =p =p tp post d fb dya ada la..ehehehe..

i thnk tats all 4 now la..ehekz..nataw g mw karang apa..
k daaa...nyti nyte..
assalammua'laikum..

Fieyra aka Adiq aka Nurul Syafira..
really wanna eat choc..

Mandi!!

Assalammua'laikum..
7 December 2010..
1 Muharam 1432h..(hehehehe...mhormati thn bru Islam bha..ahakz..)
1.01 am..(kali..)

Dear,,,
~~sia td kan..kw tw kan..saiya kan..saya..ermmm..apa suda 2 arr...sayaa...
hehehe..tda la..sa men2 jew..ary ny kan..Fiey p mandi sungai..ekkeke...kmi p LARRY & VINCE'S FARMSTAY...bez!!ada waterfall..buliy stay2 sna jua..i mean tdur sna...smat!kmi p sna p mndi2 jak puwn,.kmi p waterfall kcik..klaw yg bsr pnya jauh g mw jln..msti mw ekt trip dya..ada dlm package..(kali!!) biarpun kcik kan..tp ok la..bez jua..sjuk!!!~ lma2 borynk jua..tp then kmi jmpa activity..ahahha..kmi p tgkp knuk ikan yg ada sna..ahhaha...kmi mkn kropok bha 2..snacks!mmm...yummy! then my mom tah..accidentally tkasi jth kali kropok 2..then ada ikan2 dtg p mkn..ahahha...tuz sna la kmi p kc jatuh2 kropoks..siyok tgk ikan2 2 d tgh2 pelampung..cam akuarium..ahahhaa..skali ada ikan bsr,,ahhaha...karau joe triak..sakit leher..mw lari g ssh abz..tkutz!!ahhaha...then my dad dpt tgkp 1 fish..ahhaha..knuk mw bwa..skali tgk tlepas..aiyakk..rugi btul...then bla once again my dad n i pkai pelampung..i sat on it while my dad gayut sna jak..dya bg mkn ikan..ahaha..knun mw tgkp...skali ada cam kna gigit d blkg dya.,.ahahhahahahahha...LOL!so fnny lorh...
then they tlg me ada udang..ahhaha..tkutz jua la kna gigit cam dad..tp dr sna,i got da idea mw cri udang..ahhaha..bkn mw tgkp tul2 puwn..sja mw main..ahhahaa..mla2 nmpk yg kcik..skali dya lari..ahha..cyan..then nmpk yg bsr ckit...mla2 kcw dya lari...then fiey psg 2 tmpt biskut chipsmore sna..xda jua dya msk..then..i saw it under a rock..fiey engt mw kcw jak pkai kayu..skali tem2 push dya,dpt idea...sblh pgg tmpt biskut 2,sblh kayu..ahahha..when i push him again..dya lari p sblh..so tmasuk la p pat bskut 2..ahahahaa..I GOT IT!!I GOT IT!!! i got a shrimp!ekekeke..(tah btul tah x shrmp 2)..then my mum take a pic of tat shrmp..ahhaa..my dad knuk mw bwa blk..but my mum blg bkn jua bley hdp 2 d akuarium in our hse..gpun dya jak stu..cmna mw tmbh famy dya...wkwkkwk..plus,i felt pity on it..nataw dya tkt ka cdey ka apa..nataw dya ada ank..huhu..so i juz let it go,..cz mmg bkn tujuan asl mw bwa kan..sja jak mw tgkp..ehehhehe...msti dya tkt 2 kan?!eee...felt guilty plak..cyan dya..workers sna plak,ok!!suma frenly...bezsh!!dorg kc tawa fiey cz fiey smpt g p bgambar dkt swing..hahhaa..pdhal mw blk da.."smpt g posing arr" 2 org blg..ahahaha...fnny..he evn send us smpai gate lg..ahahahaa..

~ou ya..td d keta..crta sal yuran skul..mum suh p bli brg awl2..spaya x jua karau bla gna duit nty..sap xkan la suma stu kali mw gna..i mean each day ckit2..law bli truz suma skali,bankrap la kali..ahhahaha...then we talk about hostel..DO I REALLY WANT 2 STAY IN DA HOSTEL?? tis is a verrryyy serious n important decision..gtta make up my mind quick..mmg at frst aq mw tul..tp tah..byk mw pkir..isnt it?mw pkir g,will i stand it lvng in da hostel?wont i b afraid?can i handle myself there?can i really push myself tat hard?wat will happen 2 my parents n famy?can i leave them??will they evn let me go? (=p) wat happens if smthng happen 2 them while im in da hostel?? (na'uzubillahiminzalik) can i stand da pressure?
see..too many questions...smpai bley lpa g apa solan2 2..ahhaha..
mum said nty she discuss wit dad..uhuu..

~ok..taun ny krismas aka ary kuarga..kan salu ary kuarga smbut tem krismas..uhuu...thn ny bwt ny rongolis..tmpt c ally..ehhehe..theme colour 4 likaz famy tis year is green...uhuu..cmana la ny..dorg neth mw bwt bju..i dun know whch..mw bwt ka bli jew..better bli kan..cma i was lke confuse n erm...cam..x syok bha...'gelisah'..ya tats da word..cz kan..cam tis famy day,cam mre lke dorg mw smbut chrstmas..well,i dun really know whether Muslims kan celebrate it or not..coz,,i thnk its ok if we jz join them..i mean,we will onny b gathering,singing,dancing,having presents,eat,n have fun 2gether..there's nthng wrong with tat..we jz dun hve 2 follow them when they went 2 pray at da church rght..uhuu..dun knw la..t i check it frm da intrnt..ehhee..*broken*...

~ystrday was soooo fnny..Adri taught me reading comics..btul la..aiyaaa..ahahha...dya kc bca comic "sora no otoshimoto'..ahaha..kali la..lpa..ehhee..mla2 cam mls la jua..tp cam besz...cma kan,aiyaaa..astaghfirullahalazim..bhya tul comic dya..byk sensored pnya wo..gilerr..i mean bkn blue..aiyaa..2 dangerous thp dewa sua 2 lw blue..evn i dun wnt 2 read it..tp ny cma,bhaya la..hahaahaha..dun know hw 2 xplain..adri blg 'ecchi'..evn i dun know wat tat is..haahaha..
sowt2 ny bha..fnny lar...i read comic,adri watch anime..ahahaha..mla2 ngntuk tul..tp thn jew..skali dya tdur ny bha..cis!! so,i read it jak la..then ttdur dpn laptop..buliy2..ahahhaha..tuz off9 then tdur..ahhaha..bgn puwn lmbt..mizz subuh lg 2..aiyaaa...

~ny lgu stu yg bkin aching ny..byk kali sua i mizz subuh..bgn lmbt jak salu..aiyaa..cannot like tat wo..suda la im a gurl..bad habit ow 2..ahahha..x ley biar ny..then,skul lae 2..ahakz..mslh 2 tw...lw tbiasa,mati la law tem skul..ahahah..,MST CHANGE!!

k arr..t ada story i tell lg k..ehehhehehe...daa...
Assalammua'laikum...

Fieyra...cam snake,.tkupas2 jew..tukar kulit..akibat sunburn..
will write again..if im in da mood..
1.43 am (kali..ekt jam laptop..)

da whisper of my heart...

assalammua'laikum..

12.41 am

05/12/2010

dear blog..

ehekz..xda arr..sja jak intro..

~~k...crta prtama...ttg ksedihan...lg2 ksedihan..2X! xda la laen..ahakz..but tis is my life..so wat?! i still appreciate it..cam lagu d'massive..."syukuri apa yg ada...hdp adalah anugerah.." hahaha...enterframe jap..erm..gne..td i ask mum psl mw msk asrama 2 lg..i ask whether they really gnna buy a hse or not..so she ask y?so i tld her la..law x jd..i wnna stay in da hostel,if i may..jd dya tnya la knp mw hostel..i tld her cam lg bgs d hostel..plus..tiyah mw msk..but xda kwn dya...then tw pa she said..dya blg npa lg mw asrama..result kw 2 kalah lg dgn skul besa..alalarh..cam cdey ny bha truz...i know tat she's still not satisfied wit my result...tats y i kept thnkn bout it..im thankful wit wat i get..evnthough im not satisfied but im stll thankful..but wat mum feels n said makes me feel,like...sort of...sad..or offensed..or dissatisfied..aiyak..cant express it..i tried u know..but i stll rmmber how unconfident i am tat time..felt lke x sdp jak..cam x ley bljr lg..lw bljr pun,x msk kpla..aiyaaaa....tension wo..i want 2 tell my aunt...which is close 2 me..but i cant..i juz cant..cz mum wont let me..she said she dun want people 2 thnk tat she's not a good mther..an unresponsible mther when she oredy tried 2 do her best on taking care of us..

I KNOW TAT!!I KNOW!!she did tried..n i also dun wnt people 2 thnk about her tat way..but i was jz sad n devastated when she talks 2 me tat way n when she talks about my result..it hurts a LOT!i wnna let it out but i jz cant..ARGHH!!!!

----------but now tat i edy let it go..its kinda okay oredy..hehehhe...(if u read tis,dun tell any1 k..n dun thnk about my mum in a ngtive way..she did her best..mayb i misjudge her..aiyow..pls..im bggng u..)

~~k...next stry..sdey lg..ahakz..lke tis bha..1st bddy n clse fren named blablabla,treat me like smekind of trash or smthng..its lke,dorg pakat tuk kc kna fiey..huhuuuu..so sad la td,...truz hlg mud ny bha...tats y tuz write blog..ehekz..=p

++++++ ow ya..lma sua x write blog kan..ehehhe..sury la blog..cam xda mud bha mw mnaip..tp bla cdey ny ada mud plak kan...ahahha..sowt..

~~ok..next story..i did it..i said i wanna cook kan tem cti..yeay!!mmg i wosh dpt msk bbur kcg puwn dr ary 2..so kmarin i did it!!hahahaha..biarpun hangus n ckit x jd,..tp its a success..jd jua bha..ehekz..biarpun bkn new recipe,tp xpa la..asl msk..ehehhe..

~~k..u know..im now working on a handmade frame..ahakz...hopefully jd la as i plan it 2 b..ahaha..mla2 mw bg 2nd bddy..tp bla x dpt pkir wat 2 gve mummy,so i jz make 1 4 mummy as well..ehhehe....mum pnya mw jd da..ckit g..tggl hias n ltak pyangga d blkg dya 2,..hehehe..lma btul ny bha mw bwt.. tangguh jak..ahakz..

~~1 mre..ary 2 i text wit 3rd bddy..ok..shockingly,dya x penah btaw puwn gf dya yg kmi mc bmsg..x ka gila 2??aiyaaa...dangerous wo...then,i said..nmaw la kwn kw suda..ehekz..coz i dun want his gf 2 get jealous and do smthng..i mean,mayb she'll b mad at 3rd buddy n break up with him or smthng..ahakz..tuz 3rd bddy blg..kw pun nmw kwn aq da??k la..aq btaw la dya..ahhaha..funny lorh...i btaw lerr...bkn nmaw kwn..jz nmw cntc coz tkt gf dya mrh..ehhe..i said,i edy promise 2 b his fren no matter wat kan..KMI KAN KAMCENG!!ahahha..2 la yg salu kmi ckp law sma2..ahhaha..bez bhu..his my bestie n im his bestie..wkwkwk...tiyah n yana..dun get jelez..u guys r still my bloved bezfrenz..ehehhe..byk la kmi ckp..but yg pntg..we will stll b fren..ahhaha...4 real..kmi kwn je lorh..x jua mw lbih...ehehhe...

~~aiyaaaa...mc byk story wo..tp lpa da..ahahha..

ouw ya...ary 2 i chat wit cuzzy..wkwkwkk..kmi crta sal alat muzik yg kmi ska..i said i like guitar..love it so mch..evnthough i dun know how 2 play...ahahaha...wnna learn it though..smeday...dya plak..he said he likes piano..ahaha..tis is a tips 4 anybdy who has a crush on him..ahahhaa...HE LIKES PIANO..wkwkwkk...so,frm tat day..kmi blk2 tag lagu yg ada gna instrument yg kmi ska..ahhaha...aq jak actually..dya tem kmi chat 2 jak..aftr tat x sua...ahahahha...tats when i thnk he gets annoyed...ahhahaha..its suit my prof name..--Fieyra aNoying gUrlz--hahahaha..

~~~i jz gotta stop ddnt i?hahaha...ok bha bla org annoyed ma kta..x jua dorg mw kcw kta jak..ahahhaa...jz kddng..

k arr..im done..pnt da..ahaha...(tkt actually)

ahahahaha...k3..

assalammua'laikum...

Fieyra..loves choc..

1.26 am..

cdey d awl pagi..astaghfirullah..

19 nov 2010...
d ruang tamu atas..

assalammua'laikum..
~~ow ya...tem type tarikh td bru engt..bday dady plak 2day..ahakz..wat m i gnna do arr??

~~erm...fiey mw crta jak 2day...awl pg lae fiey cdey..taw npa???jeng3...td sis fiey tnya jam brp..jd cr hp arr..skali bgtaw la dya jam brp..ada msg..2 g tu..engt kan cpa..stu dr 1st bddy..1 dr unknown num..huhu..dua2 dr dya jua pun,.ehekz..dya ckp sna,suh kol...dya tnya apa jd skrg..knp fiey remove dya knp fiey block dya..pdhal fiey x penah bwt puwn..truz dya ckp..mmg dya ada block fiey,tp dya suda kc unblock blk..knp fiey bwt g2 lae...bley2 knun dya ckp g2..1.fiey tkjut dya blg fiey block dya..2.fiey cdey aka ckewa la jua,dya block fiey...npa ya?? 3.fiey ssk ckit sap dya mrh2 tba2 pdhal dya sndry slh jua..mmg fiey msti fhm yg dya g2 sap day x taw yg sbnr..tp x pyh la bha mrh..klaw btul e2 fiey yg bwt,sndry mw sdr laa..slh dya jua...kan3?? tp dlm hal ny,tah la..fiey xda bwt suma 2..tah cpa la slh..mls la mw pkir..asl suma blk ok sua la..

~~ok..here's another story...im frenz again with "he"..ahakz..(tah sua crta ka blum..ehekz..apa2 la..)

~~1 mre...fiey abz da bca dear yayah...yeay!!!!!!! how happy i am..tp bida..gantung crta dya..x sbr tggu siri bru...waaaa.....

~~1 g...(ehekz..)fiey kmarin start keja..1st assignment,sng..ary ny??tah apa la plak..isk..kmarin urus brg paper2 n resit2 suma 2 jak..tp pkir la..blambak kertas2 2 suma..smak abs..adeyh..mw pengsan jak,.pas2,tem bwt2 keja..bley2 smpt g pengsan kjp..ahahhahaha...pas2,bru bgn truz jak smbg keja..dlm pning2 mamai 2..ahahhaa..tp nsb siap..

~~ouh ya...bru fiey engt mw crta..ary 2..tem isnin..jamuan kan..ehhehehe..mla2 kw tw..cdey n nervous kmi coz ckgu lum dtg..(xtually fiey x feel puwn..)sap kbykn mknn 2 dr ckgu kan..uhuu...klaz 5 auto nguluk2 knuk klaz kmi..cis nya..skali ckgu dtg,ndak dorg tdiam..neay..bru tw..truz jamuan kmi,ermm...ok la jua..wlupun x sehappening cam klaz len...cyan bha klaz kmi..tsesat p blok frm 5..ahahaha....bez..byk mknn kmi..ada mee kari..wow!mantap..ada agar2..spageti..(umm..sdp!)tah la apa lg..ouw ya..kek..dya bkn cam kek yg bsr2 ada icing ats dya..bsa2 jak..tp sdp la..ehekz..ckgu nazri yg bwa suma..ohww...mish skul edy..mish ckgu nazri..ckgu2 laen..mish frenz..adeyh..

~~ow ya..'he' ckp kan..dya mw bg kek tem jamuan 2..tp dya x jmpa aq..jd x dpt la bg..uwaaaa!!!!!cdey nya hati..wuwuuuu..aq ckewa abz ny bha bla tw..npa la aq tapuji namaw lyn dya arr ary 2..huhu..tp xpa..bkn slh aq..slh fhm..pa ley bwt.,.ehekz..tem chat kan..uhuu..

~~pas2 kw tw..tem last day skul 2..selasa 2..fiey n yana angkat brg dri klaz p bwh..mw bwa blk kan..uhuu..kna halau kmi dr klaz..hahaha..x arr...eermm..gne..tem turun 2,'he' ada d bwh..tuz fiey knuk jeling n tgk pat len..huhu..kan knuk namaw layan..ehekz..ada2 jak..truz he said 'sombong jua'...truz fiey cebik la..ehekz..tgk2 kw tw apa..tem mlm 2 kmi chat..dya btaw la..rpanya dya mw bg tddy bear ngan kek blackforest...WAAAA!!!!! ssungguhnya,fiey tul2 ksedihan bla dgr..ahakz..CKEWA thap cipan!!! (cipan 2 culik dr dear yayah..nataw la pa mksd dya..ehekz..)cdey gila ny bha.,.uuhuu..suda 2..taw2,tddy bear 2 dya p bg ma org len la plak..ADUSY!!!cam rsa kna tembak jak ny bha..adeyh..frust mnonggeng..ehekz..gilerr la..sua la x smpt bgambar ma dya on da last day of skul..uhuu...cri jua dya pas 2...tp x jmpa..wuuwuuu..apa la nsb kan..xpa3..

~~ok..fiey td byk cita...tp skrg,nataw la ny..ley lg plak hlg..adeyh..

~~ermm..fiey engt tem cuty ny mw bljr men gitar,bljr buat manik,bljr msk (resipi yg x penah bwt arr...),bljr subjek frm 4 (kc mahir ckit..ehekz..),maw bwt cookies (sell truz lw dpt..hehe) n maw kc khatam al-quran...tgk la..ehekz..

k3..tats all 4 now..assalammua'laikum

Fieyra aka adiq..

dun know..

18 november 2010..
ruang tamu atas..

assalammua'laikum...
cyan kw blog..aq blk2 mw write entry..tp asik2 lpa pa mw ckp..ehhe..
wuiy..byk bha crta aq ny..tp mls bwt karangan..hehe..

~~~kw tw..2nd buddy p request relationshp..cis!!fiey plak nataw ny...sot2..p approve jua..gila2..adeyh..kw tw..pnya rmai org komen..adeyh..sadis eyh..shar plak p like..gilerr...kik la dya 2..hahaha..nataw npa kuar gila fiey ny..abs la law 1st bddy nmpk..dead!!!arghh...2nd bddy plak..kik!ksukaan..adeyh..

~~~pas2,4got 2 tell...result kuar edy..=( wuwuuuu...........my result???ok jua bha..got 2nd place in class n in technical..huhu...ija got da 1st place in both class n technical..huhu..she's great...tabik spring ngan dya...proud jua la my fren ley bwt g2..ehekz..im satisfied..(mayb..as is..haha)but mums not..she..tah la..bt they jz not..uhuu..

~~got so many thngs 2 tell...but cant..gotta go..dad mw shut down laptop..huhu..
k3...assalammua'laikum..

Im not a GIRL...not yet a WOMAN..

I used to think
I had the answers to everything,
But now I know
Life doesn't always go my way, yeah...
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize...

[Chorus:]
I'm not a girl,
Not yet a woman.
All I need is time,
A moment that is mine,
While I'm in between.

[Verse 2]
I'm not a girl,
There is no need to protect me.
It's time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own.
I've seen so much more than you know now,
So don't tell me to shut my eyes.

[Chorus]

I'm not a girl,
But if you look at me closely,
You will see it my eyes.
This girl will always find
Her way.

I'm not a girl
(I'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe).
Not Yet a woman
(I'm just trying to find the woman in me, yeah).
All I need is time (All I need),
A moment that is mine (That is mine),
While I'm in between.

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time (All I need),
A moment that is mine,
While I'm in between.

I'm not a girl,
Not yet a woman.

~~its true...
~~tis is da answer 4 all da question tat i cnt answer b4...

2day...

Assalammua'laikum..
~~hmmm....2 hary ny kan..pntttt tul....latihan clat kan..x..silat..hehe..ysterday,jatuh jak kan..2 arr...2day.,nataw la..suma sakit deyh..mostly tgn n kaki..eheks..xpa la..last da tuk thn ny jua kan..leks larr...
~~sa sakit puwut ow...tp cam ndada yg pduli..wuwuu..=p eheks..tapuji lae bha..sja jak 2..sandy..sensitif abz..ahakz
~~td lucu 1st buddy text..dya ckp ska tul dya tgk aq ary ny..eppy jak..pas clat pun eppy jak..ahakz..sot2..abz xkan aq mw bad mud jew..ahakz..
~~i know edy chepa yg mrh 2..hahahha...dak teknik jua puwn..ptt arr semacam jak dya tgk fiey tem jumaat 2..ahakz..truz fiey suh dya p baik2 ma dila..hahahahahah...lcu eyh..
~~mw type blog ny...td byk yg kuar..skrg cam tda..sap sakit tul..adeyh..gastrik mayb..uhuu..mantap..
~~sok jamuan..nataw mw bwa apa ow..mati la ny..
~~ow ya..ysterday pas clat..fiey mnta amik..then,kna amik la..l8 jua la..tp xpa..then in car,,kna ceramah ckit..mum mrh arr..so mny thngs smpai nataw la pa suda..mls jua mw crta..mla2 cam mw ngis jua,,tp knuk trip g thn2..jwb cam bsa la knun...bwt derk lae knuk smbl mkn2..skali nataw cmna ley tlpas..ngis truz..ckp pun x btul sua..adeyh...sakit aty jua la mc ma dorg,,tp bwt bodo knun..cam mls bha mw ckp ma dorg..tp i realise tat i cannot do tat..cnt b tat way..so,juz bckp jak la ma evybdy..evn though its hurt insde but jz let it b..mst tke cre of their feelings as theirs is more important than my own..kan3?hurmm...
~~td sblm jln pun..fiey tnya mamy mnta amik pas clat..truz dya mrh,,dya blg kw ny mw p mna ny?kmarin p skola xkan ary ny puwn mw p skola..truz fiey jwb jak la...mmg p skola puwn..clat kan...uhuu..nataw la..sakit hty jua tem 2..tp bwt bodo jak la..ahakz..
k arr...2 jew la..ehekz..lost da pa mw type..hehe..
gud nyte..
assalammua'laikum..

:::[ 9 JENIS WANITA YANG ADA DIDALAM NERAKA ]:::

by Islam Itu Agamaku on Friday, November 5, 2010 at 3:31pm

Ali r.a. meriwayatkan sebagai berikut: "Saya bersama Fatimah berkunjung ke rumah Rasulullah dan kami temui beliau sedang menangis. Kami bertanya kepada beliau, "Mengapa tuan menangis wahai Rasulullah?" Baginda menjawab, "Pada malam aku di Isra'kan ke langit, daku melihat orang sedang mengalami berbagai penyeksaan...maka bila teringatkan mereka aku menangis. Saya bertanya lagi, "Wahai Rasulullah apakah yang tuan lihat?" Baginda bersabda:

1. Wanita yang digantung dengan rambutnya dan otak kepalanya mendidih.

2. Wanita yang digantung dengan lidahnya serta tangannya dipaut dari punggungnya sedangkan api yang mendidih dari neraka dituangkan ke kerongkongnya.

3. Wanita yang digantung dengan buah dadanya dari balik punggungnya sedangkan air getah kayu zakum dituang ke kerongkongnya.

4. Wanita yang digantung, diikat kedua kaki & tangannya ke arah ubun-ubun kepalanya serta dibelit dibawah kekuasaan ular & kala jengking.

5. Wanita yang memakan badannya sendiri serta dibawahnya tampak api yang menyala-nyala dengan hebatnya.

6. Wanita yang memotong badannya sendiri dengan gunting dari neraka.

7. Wanita yang bermuka hitam dan memakan ususnya sendiri.

8. Wanita yang tuli, buta dan bisu dalam peti neraka sedang darahnya mengalir dari rongga badannya (hidung, telinga, mulut) dan badannya membusuk akibat penyakit kulit.

9. Wanita yang berkepala seperti kepala babi dan keldai yang mendapat berjuta jenis seksaan.

Maka berdirilah Fatimah seraya berkata,"Wahai ayahku, cahaya mata kesayanganku... ceritakanlah kepadaku apakah amal perbuatan wanita-wanita itu."

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, "Wahai Fatimah, adapun :

1. Wanita yang digantung dengan rambutnya kerana dia tidak menjaga rambutnya di jilbab dikalangan lelaki.

2. Wanita yang digantung dengan lidahnya kerana dia menyakiti hati suaminya dengan kata-kata.

Kemudian Nabi s.a.w. bersabda: "Tidak seorang wanita yang menyakiti hati suaminya melalui kata-katanya kecuali Allah akan membuatkan mulutnya kelak dihari kiamat, selebar 70 zira' kemudian akan mengikatnya dibelakang lehernya.

3. Adapun wanita yang digantung dengan buah dadanya kerana dia menyusui anak orang lain tanpa izin suaminya.

4. Adapun wanita yang diikat dengan kaki dan tangannya itu kerana dia keluar rumah tanpa izin suaminya, tidak mandi wajib dari haid dan nifas.

5. Adapun wanita yang memakan badannya sendiri kerana suka bersolek untuk dilihat lelaki lain serta suka membicarakan keaiban orang.

6. Adapun wanita yang memotong badannya sendiri dengan gunting dari neraka kerana dia suka menonjolkan diri (ingin terkenal) dikalangan orang yang banyak dengan maksud supaya orang melihat perhiasannya dan setiap orang jatuh cinta padanya kerana melihat perhiasannya.

7. Adapun wanita yang diikat kedua kaki dan tangannya sampai ke ubun-ubunnya dan dibelit oleh ular dan kala jengking kerana dia mampu mengerjakan solat dan puasa. Tetapi dia tidak mahu berwudhuk dan tidak solat serta tidak mahu mandi wajib.

8. Adapun wanita yang kepalanya seperti kepala babi dan badannya seperti keldai kerana dia suka mengadu-domba (melaga-lagakan orang) serta berdusta.

9. Adapun wanita yang berbentuk seperti anjing kerana dia ahli fitnah serta suka marah- marah pada suaminya.

~~~renung-renungkanlah...

nataw laa...

assalammua'laikum..
~~~story 4 da day..
---ary 2 kan..1st buddy btaw..ada gurl 2 jelz sal my relationship ngan adri in fb...pnya funny...tah apa motif dya,dya suh kunun 1st buddy p btaw..pa la dya dpt law dya btaw puwn??sot..
---pas2 kan..ada la ny kkk upper 6 tnya sal my relationshp ngan syazwan..uhuu...plik3...mayb edy crta arr..tp mw jua crta blk..hehe...bley2 knun syazwan blg 'npa kw x ckp jak ya?'..kik..hahahhhaha...
---then,kmarin pnya kmarin...hehhee...aka thursday,,evybdy seems lke mrh2 jew ma fiey..
---1st buddy x lyn when i talk 2 him..2nd buddy plak mrh x taw sal apa..3rd buddy,org ngadu then he's missing...uhuu..but dya ok laarr..i 4got tat he got ngaji..hehehhe..
---then kmarin,1st buddy kol..dya plik coz i text yaser askng 4 his help..nataw la dya 2...jap ok jap x..adeyh..ckit2 bwa org gduh..plik2..2nd buddy plak,dya sms..but i ddnt rep,..hehe...mlz..org da kc sakit hti...cmna jua..3rd buddy plak mlm thursday 2 mmg dya da txt awl2..wishing me gud nyte..ehhe..i said he's da 1 who always been mssng..then he said 'but i nvr 4get u'...ahhahaha..
---ok3...another crta panas..shamrin bca ow suma msg2 d hp tuh..aiyak!!!pnya la...nataw la npa..fiey x ksah dya bca...cma nty dya pkir len2 jak sal fiey...mla2 dya bca sms 3rd buddy,..uhuu...then dya bca sms 1st buddy..aiyow..how embarrasing..
---yesterday,after skul,fatiyah n fiey went 2 cp...kmi pusing2..sakit pala ow tem 2..gila tul...dizzy..got headache..then p mnm larr d food court d palm square..aftr tat..kmi p popular..ARHH!!!so tensed tgk suma bku2 2..cam mw bli jak..aiyak...bku2 religion 2 lg..pnya bez,.cam mw jak bha..novel2 remaja 2 g..novel2 lain..adeyh!!!rsa cam mw bli jak..but 1 thng yg i get,"DEAR YAYAH"!!!!arrrhhhh....yeay!!i got it!!i got it!!!hahaha...alhamdulillah...but yg len x dpt..x pa arr..nxt tme aje..
---so,bla da b'azam mw bli bku2 2,we thought,x pyh la bli hp mhal2..bli yg murah jak puwn ok da..ahakz..klaw fiey,mw jua la new phone..tp law x dpt pun x pa..asal kan dpt books..plus,fiey kan mw jd BOOK COLLECTOR...hahhaha...pgeluar buku yg famous,yg bku dya bes2,PTS,karnaDya n alaf21..alaf21 2 bku dya bgs..n crta2 dya ok jua...kdg2 bku novel lain krtas dya pndai tcabut..ahakz..
---ermmm...law mw bli phone,fiey mw bli phne apa la??fatiyah edy choose wat she wants..fiey??i really like sony ericson w395..but i said i juz wnt yg murah2 jak kan..so cmna la ny??w395 2 in about 4 hundred..aiyow..
---skul mw abz da..cmna la ny..cdey nya..huhu..keja yg fiey dpt,keja ngn achon urus2 file n fiey mw bljr bwt manik..tgk la nty cmna..ahakz..i juz got 2 hve work..so tat dpt income..hehehe..
---speaking of income..ysterday kmi suma dpt gaji..huhu...xpa la..asl ada..bsyukur la ngn apa yg ta ada..hehe...modal 30 if im not mistaken n gaji 20..coz yg dpt kmarin 50..uhuu...
---after tat,fiey truz pay shar...4 da cake..hehhe...x sdp hati tul slagi hutang x tbyr,,.ahakz..but now,,im free...tggl hutang ngan yana n tiyah jew lg..ahakz..tp tkt la..nataw ada hutang ma yg len g..aiyow..
---ystrday,pmbubaran syarikat...jamuan kmi,mkn eskim..ahahhahaha...happening jua la bla mkn ramai2 2..ahahaha...2nd buddy kc amik kunun..nsb baik ramai in que..law x,,sowie larr...i prefer amik sndry..then yg choc 2 g...kik gila dorg..skali 2nd buddy mw knun kc amik..deii..but i jz keep tlkng 2 zul..namaw la bicara ama dya...cewaahhh...hahah...aftr tat truz chow p amik gaji...ahahha..
---ysterday kmi bwt kad 2..jmputan tuk ckgu2...ahahhahhah...funny jua la kad dya...ahakz...but ok la..aslkan dr hati yg ikhlas..kan3??
---cma tem bwt kad 2 arr..n0bdy help..kmi3 org jew bwt mla2..tp after kuar dr makmal,kmi bwt d balai bestari..ahhahah....cna,joy n grace help..so is kennie..sot2 tul dya 2...ahhahaha..when we're done,,kad 2 bg dorg joy,..dorg yg bg2 ckgu t...fiey n tiyah p smpan mesin d stor..ahakz..
---kmarin jln ok la..enjoy jua ckit..biarpuwn pnt..ehekz..cma dad la kin geram..asik2 ckp sal boyfren..borynk larr...no other topics ka??bored dgr suma 2..len la law fiey ada boyfren..bez jua mw crta..adeyh...org jln ma tiyah..brabiz ckp org jln ma bf..adeyh..tgguuu...t fiey jln ma bf,..hahahaha...
---exam kli ny..biar la...ija la mng..mng kalah 2 x ksah,..tp mls ngan mulut2 org n suara2 sumbang 2..tensed mw dgr yg bida2...ahahha...kan fiey mmg mla2 x confident..n i said 2 myself,,mmg x dpt score la exam kli ny..but then,ramai yg bg smgt kan..so,i juz try...wlupun x yakin..then ok jua ckit..bkn jua yakin tp ada confident mw jwb paper..sblm 2 jwb paper pun namaw..cmna..ahakz..tp mls la bila sua org ckp2 sal fiey 4 not gttng gud result..i tried bha..adeyh..mayb x bsungguh2..but.,tats my fault la kan...cma,bg la bha smgt..ny x..teachers mrh2..skit aty jua la..tp diam jak..mamy plak,,'jga kw deq law lari kptsn kw'..huhu..tats hurt law dr our mum..nataw la npa..tp law guru yg bckp kan,fiey cpt tsntuh..guru bru ckp ckit 'dlu 60 lbey..skrg 50 lbey jew...knp ny syafira?'..he questioned me..bru tnya..dan aq ksdihan cam guru pukul jak..i mean,aq x cdey yg geram cam bila kna oley ckgu2 len..ngan guru ny,rasa cam cdey n cekewa yg dunno la..cam guru ny my father bha,,so bla dya ckp g2,,cdey arr..
---ija kali num 1 exam kali ny..uhuuu..dun knw y..juz tat im scared 2 get my result..felt like,biar la..mls mw taw...yg pntg da jwb paper..huhu...takutz wooo...arhhh...plus,,aq tkut aq x ley trma kyataan nty bla dpt kptsan da..nataw nty i wnt 2 commit suicide..x ka freaky 2..erghh...all tis juz makes me crazy...
---k3..pnt edy..len kli g smbung kay.,..
tats all 4 2day..
assalammua'laikum..

cdey....

assalammua'laikum..
~~~knpa Fiey salu cdey arr???asal crta msti cdey..asal crta msti cdey...huhuuu...burynk org dgr..ahakz..x arr...fiey mw crta ny...kmarin buddies suma jht...1st buddy,org ckp ma dya,dya x pdli..'syg' dya 2 dya lyn la plak..2nd buddy plak..tba2 mrh org..nataw npa??mayb jeles sal relationship fiey ngan adri 2...fiey men2 jew..fiey ckp 'x pyh la bli..sok kta dpt free jua'..truz dya manas..dya jwb 'so?'...2 jew...dgn pndgn sadis lg 2...hate nyaa...pas2 sindir2 ngan ckp2 g...isk..hate him wooo....x hate la..mrh jew..skt haty,..3rd buddy plak,org ngadu ma dya..kjp jak..truz hlg,,law namaw dgr btaw jak bha,,nty pura2 lae care..pdhal mls..dorg ny kan...law namaw kwn sua ckp la bha..bkn jua aq pksa dorg kwn ma aq..cpa suh jua dorg mw kwn aq..bnci la gnew...gtaw jak bha....sua la x gntleman..men bwt gne..ckp dpn2 bha law namaw kwn da...uhuuuu...sua g2,dayus lg..hisyy!!!!!
~~~tp yg besz dya...'he' tgur fiey ary 2....yeay!!!!engtkan dya jht n sumbunk gilax namw tgur..tgk2 dya tgur jua...hahahahhahahha...so eppy..
~~~tem jamuan,2nd buddy bg fiey kek..so,bla fiey bg crta 3rd bddy..dya blg 'nice la like that'..hhahaha
~~~stakat ny,paper suma lulus..gud3...biarpun nyawa2 ikan..
hahahahhaha
tats it 4 now...daaa...

jeleszzz!!!!!!!!!!!

assalammua'laikum...
ahahahhah...npa hri2 skrg ny cam mkin rmai yg jeles arr???
wwhwhwhwhwhwh...
i juz found out tat ada org jelez bout me being 'engaged' with adri..so funnyy...pas2 tat gurl wants 1st bddy 2 tell me lg 2...ahakz..funny lorh..tah apa la motif dya..
kkk upper 6 lg..tnya2 whether i coupled with syazwan..such a jelez..dya ska kli kan..aahakz..
skrg on9 d skul...pnya funnyy..keja x bwt..adeyh..
k3...im out..daaa....

Richard Marx - Right here waiting for you

D'masiv - Jangan Menyerah (with Lyric)

murnynk!!!

Assalamua'laikum..
----2day,nataw plan apa..tp yg pasti psl keja skul...hahahhaa....sok skul da bha...npa cam mls ny arr..law skul tp xda bljr buliy ka 2 arr???hahaha..can la bha..ahakz..got soar throat...mls bckp..ahaha..abz la ny law xda sora nty...party nty x besh la 2..huhu
----last nght,3rd buddy told me a story...(kinda)..bout him n epa..so sweettt la...truz i sebak..cdey..npa aq jdi pnganggu arr??apa lg bla dya ckp 'lma da x bwt ow'...dun get it wrong..he means lma da dya n epa x cam 2..txt l8 nght..ow watever laa...ermm..rsa2 law i ddnt came into his life,he n epa will still b lke b4 ka 2 arr???huhu...i want him 2 b wit epa..n i want him 2 b happy since he did so much 4 me..wat a fren..huhu....so i thought,tat,wat if i stop befriend wit him??but when he saw my text,truz dya tnya...'kw namaw kwn aq lg??'..so sad 2 read it..so i said kta mc kwn,but not as close as u n epa..hahaha...dun know g apa smbgn 4 2day..
----tats all la 4 2day,..prut mmulas abz tem i write tis...gila tul...
----chow...

Miley Cyrus- I Miss You[LYRICS]

missing..

my bro missing knun td..hahaha

tgk2 ada jua dya d skul..aiyak...

1st bddy ckp aq trip jak risau adk..pnya kik..skt hti ny bha,..huhu..

jelez ma blog yana..cntik...huhu...ill do da same jua nty,,eheh

mw kc msk lgu bha ny..tp jap g arr...ahaha..

got news!!!

assalammua'laikum..
~~~~~hahaha,,,i had juz found out ow..i've a kzen in litechs..hahaha..how fnny...Life,'HE' is my COUSIN...waaaaaa.....its gud thng but also a sad thng...ahahha...so silly of me..tp kmi jauh..spupu 3x..so xpa...ahahhahaha...pnya fnny...kkasih gelapku rpanya is actually a kzen..fuhh,,..n his sis..i like her..thought,dpt la green lght dr adik dya..tgk2,makasyihh jak la lght 2..kzen edy...ahahahha...
~~~~~wnna eat choc wo...\
~~~~~1st and 3rd bddy kik woo..ahhaha..org text dr td x rep..skali dorg rep,sma2 ny bha,..ahha..pnya fnny..sma2 lae 2 sal tdur..dorg plan kli ny taw..jeng3..

love....sad...erm...dun knw...

assalammua'laikum...
~k..cer 4 2day...ahhaha...ystrday kan...a fren tagged me on a video..it was a song...its great..i lve that song..ahaha..it was soo sweeettt...so,i thought,i did he taggd me on tis???huhu...not sure wat he means but i really wnna fnd out..ahahha..
~my life,,,,,u know i lke tis guy too dnt u??n when he tggd me on tat vid,it brngs to my curiosity..ahahah...ive got to find out!!!
~im really happy to chat with 3rd buddy yesterday...since i ran out of crdit,we can ony communicate through fb..ahahha...
~plans 4 2day,wanna go 2 JP to watch stomping...waahhhh!!!!!!manifique...ahahahha...cant wait since ystrday...soo xcited...but,nana btaw perlu tiket...plus,xda fren..transport lg problm..ish...plg2 dpt tgk d 1b 2..so u thnk u got talent...isk..mlz laa..wnna c stomping..aiyak..
~kmarin,i got in a bad mud..so,feel lke eating ice cream..skali tgk,my ice cream kna mkn da...its not there oredy..erghh!!!so angry wo..geram tul ngn cpa yg amik 2..bdosa btul dya..mkn hasil curi..x knyang jua dya 2..hhhuhu...
~plus,i stll rmmber how cuzzy touches my pinggang...ARGHHHH!!!! im soooo angry...i dun like it!!! x fhm bhs tul..suka pgg2..kin mls..cam mw bg pnampar jak ny bha..pgg2 la tgn org...apa2 la..skali dya p pgg pnggang plak,aiyow..tahap gaban suda 2 yaw..hate ow!!
im in trauma juz bcoz of him jak...makes me afraid 2 get close 2 boys..n makes me hate evybdy who touch me..even on my hand..huh!
~i really want tat book ow..i better buy yg 1 set kan..huhu..t i smpn2 dlu la..bru p bli..coz skrg mc out of mney kan...ahha...
~i juz found out tat adri lives in tenghilan..hahaha...near my village jew..ahaha..dya d ats...my vllage mw trun bukit g...ahahhaha...n i like his sis..so nice..haha
~i thnk tats all 4 2day...nty smbung lg..dun knw wat 2 say anymre..haha
~ouh ya...'he' is xtually kkasih gelap..ahahhahahhaa....i like him since we frst met in camp..hahaha..but,dun thnk too far fieyra..ermm..i do like him..but what i mean is i juz wanna b his fren..close frenz perhaps..or....ahhahhaa....watever..
~2 my frenz...yesterday...tanx 4 cheering me up..u guys make me laugh..ahhaha...hilang stress truz..tanx yall...love u all ssoooooo much..ahahhha

2day...5th Nov 2010..

assalammua'laikum...
2day,i dun know..i strt my day with a happy feelings..
biar pun kna jua blk2,tp sbr jak la..im stll happy..
but,jz now..dun knw y im sad..i saw their post..
mkes me feel like sme1 else..i mean,like i dun belong wit them,.
but i knw im not...they would nvr do tat 2 me..
they're my fren yaw..4 eva..lve yall yaw...
frenz r frenz no matter what packaging they came..
2day.,i thought of wat gift would i want 4 my bday..i dun really thought of celebrating it..it doesnt matter if mum n dad dun wnt 2 celebrate..what i want is onny,2 b with my family n da 1 i love..also,im expecting 'a thing' as my present..hope 2 get it..but i dun think i would..haha..its okay..i'll buy it myself later..
~ystrday,ckgu sej scold me..its hurt though..but i juz keep it to myself..it made me cry..tmbh2 g engt prob ngn 1st bddy..aiyow..cried in class smpai ttdur..until yana tpuk my desk..wahh....kotigup ginawo ku..haha..truz cm tmbh mw ngis ny..truz p stor..haha..tanx 2 yana,my tears truz burst out smua..ahha..so kjp jak la i cried..gud3..ahhaa..
~ouh ya.,.in my frst post ny,let me introduce u 2 my buddies..
---1st bddy ...
---2nd bddy ...
---3r bddy ...
hahahahahhaa....mna ley btaw nma..
dun know yet bout 2nd bddy..coz he almost got kick out of da list..ahahhahaa..he love sme1 else oredy..huhu...sad at frst,but tats his decision..he deserves it anyway..coz he would nt get anythng frm me though evnthough he's wit me..ya!!all da best 2nd bddy..hope u get da best in ur life..chaiyo2x!!! plus,we're siblings now..he's my bro n im his sis..ahakz..hopefully..
~i've been thnkn...i would love 2 start a book collection..tats a good thng rght??means,i must save money evyday..so tat i could buy a book each month..isnt it great??wahhh...excited..
i thnk tats all 4 now..i'll continue when im free again..
~ouh ya..i hope 2 get better results tis tme..evnthough i knew i failed in history,i stll wnts da other paper 2 get high marks..hopefully...ya Allah..kpdmu shja tmpt ku mmohon..smoga Engkau makbulkan..amin...