12.41 am
05/12/2010
dear blog..
ehekz..xda arr..sja jak intro..
~~k...crta prtama...ttg ksedihan...lg2 ksedihan..2X! xda la laen..ahakz..but tis is my life..so wat?! i still appreciate it..cam lagu d'massive..."syukuri apa yg ada...hdp adalah anugerah.." hahaha...enterframe jap..erm..gne..td i ask mum psl mw msk asrama 2 lg..i ask whether they really gnna buy a hse or not..so she ask y?so i tld her la..law x jd..i wnna stay in da hostel,if i may..jd dya tnya la knp mw hostel..i tld her cam lg bgs d hostel..plus..tiyah mw msk..but xda kwn dya...then tw pa she said..dya blg npa lg mw asrama..result kw 2 kalah lg dgn skul besa..alalarh..cam cdey ny bha truz...i know tat she's still not satisfied wit my result...tats y i kept thnkn bout it..im thankful wit wat i get..evnthough im not satisfied but im stll thankful..but wat mum feels n said makes me feel,like...sort of...sad..or offensed..or dissatisfied..aiyak..cant express it..i tried u know..but i stll rmmber how unconfident i am tat time..felt lke x sdp jak..cam x ley bljr lg..lw bljr pun,x msk kpla..aiyaaaa....tension wo..i want 2 tell my aunt...which is close 2 me..but i cant..i juz cant..cz mum wont let me..she said she dun want people 2 thnk tat she's not a good mther..an unresponsible mther when she oredy tried 2 do her best on taking care of us..
I KNOW TAT!!I KNOW!!she did tried..n i also dun wnt people 2 thnk about her tat way..but i was jz sad n devastated when she talks 2 me tat way n when she talks about my result..it hurts a LOT!i wnna let it out but i jz cant..ARGHH!!!!
----------but now tat i edy let it go..its kinda okay oredy..hehehhe...(if u read tis,dun tell any1 k..n dun thnk about my mum in a ngtive way..she did her best..mayb i misjudge her..aiyow..pls..im bggng u..)
~~k...next stry..sdey lg..ahakz..lke tis bha..1st bddy n clse fren named blablabla,treat me like smekind of trash or smthng..its lke,dorg pakat tuk kc kna fiey..huhuuuu..so sad la td,...truz hlg mud ny bha...tats y tuz write blog..ehekz..=p
++++++ ow ya..lma sua x write blog kan..ehehhe..sury la blog..cam xda mud bha mw mnaip..tp bla cdey ny ada mud plak kan...ahahha..sowt..
~~ok..next story..i did it..i said i wanna cook kan tem cti..yeay!!mmg i wosh dpt msk bbur kcg puwn dr ary 2..so kmarin i did it!!hahahaha..biarpun hangus n ckit x jd,..tp its a success..jd jua bha..ehekz..biarpun bkn new recipe,tp xpa la..asl msk..ehehhe..
~~k..u know..im now working on a handmade frame..ahakz...hopefully jd la as i plan it 2 b..ahaha..mla2 mw bg 2nd bddy..tp bla x dpt pkir wat 2 gve mummy,so i jz make 1 4 mummy as well..ehhehe....mum pnya mw jd da..ckit g..tggl hias n ltak pyangga d blkg dya 2,..hehehe..lma btul ny bha mw bwt.. tangguh jak..ahakz..
~~1 mre..ary 2 i text wit 3rd bddy..ok..shockingly,dya x penah btaw puwn gf dya yg kmi mc bmsg..x ka gila 2??aiyaaa...dangerous wo...then,i said..nmaw la kwn kw suda..ehekz..coz i dun want his gf 2 get jealous and do smthng..i mean,mayb she'll b mad at 3rd buddy n break up with him or smthng..ahakz..tuz 3rd bddy blg..kw pun nmw kwn aq da??k la..aq btaw la dya..ahhaha..funny lorh...i btaw lerr...bkn nmaw kwn..jz nmw cntc coz tkt gf dya mrh..ehhe..i said,i edy promise 2 b his fren no matter wat kan..KMI KAN KAMCENG!!ahahha..2 la yg salu kmi ckp law sma2..ahhaha..bez bhu..his my bestie n im his bestie..wkwkwk...tiyah n yana..dun get jelez..u guys r still my bloved bezfrenz..ehehhe..byk la kmi ckp..but yg pntg..we will stll b fren..ahhaha...4 real..kmi kwn je lorh..x jua mw lbih...ehehhe...
~~aiyaaaa...mc byk story wo..tp lpa da..ahahha..
ouw ya...ary 2 i chat wit cuzzy..wkwkwkk..kmi crta sal alat muzik yg kmi ska..i said i like guitar..love it so mch..evnthough i dun know how 2 play...ahahaha...wnna learn it though..smeday...dya plak..he said he likes piano..ahaha..tis is a tips 4 anybdy who has a crush on him..ahahhaa...HE LIKES PIANO..wkwkwkk...so,frm tat day..kmi blk2 tag lagu yg ada gna instrument yg kmi ska..ahhaha...aq jak actually..dya tem kmi chat 2 jak..aftr tat x sua...ahahahha...tats when i thnk he gets annoyed...ahhahaha..its suit my prof name..--Fieyra aNoying gUrlz--hahahaha..
~~~i jz gotta stop ddnt i?hahaha...ok bha bla org annoyed ma kta..x jua dorg mw kcw kta jak..ahahhaa...jz kddng..
k arr..im done..pnt da..ahaha...(tkt actually)
ahahahaha...k3..
assalammua'laikum...
Fieyra..loves choc..
1.26 am..
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