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7 January 2011

tah brp Muharam 1432

1.51 pm

Dear blogs...n frenzz...

Tday...me cam xda muuuuudddd jak....mw mkn pun xda slera sua...

u knoe?? start dr bka skul,,fiey xda skali pun btgur ma 1st bddy...dya pun,asl blmpas,,cam x penah knl jak...actually,fiey pun nataw npa fiey rsa g2...ermm...mmg la fiey salu arap dya x salu mw dkt2...wat i meant is,fiey x mw lbey2 bha...fiey mw kwn jak..fiey mw cam dlu...skrg ny,bkn lae x rpat...tp cam x penah knl ny bha..kalah2 bha cam ma dak frm 4..

gila tul...tah npa fiey cam ny...WAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! cam nanar sua ny...NANARRRR!!!!!! TENSIONN!!!!! mw gila sua ny...aiyowww.....

i dun know sua mw ngadu ma chepa ny...lam blog jak la lae tggl...cyan kw blog tpksa dgr smua ny...bnda2 kcil..stakat nonsense..pun aq mw heboh...kecoh la minah ny,...

x tng aty me pkir ny jak since bka skul..adeyh...

at frst...engt sgja..sap nmw org ckp2 lae....so biar jak la...tp bla sua brp ary g2,len la bha jua rsa.,..aiyerr...ssh mw explain..cz,,me sndry dun undrstand situation skrg neyh..

n td on da way hme pun,fiey pkir sal dya..fiey pkir,,i thnk fiey syg dya..tp fiey blum sdia la brg couple2 ny...4 me,bwt pa jua kapel..lw stakat frenz jak pun sma jak jua kan...tp dya pun x ley trma suma 2..dya nmw stakat fren..adeyh...

n asal engt dya,msti sesak nafas...cam laju tz me bnafas.....sakit dada,,

ary 2,last year tem jamuan,kmi ada bgmbr...n bzfren fiey ada kc cci 2 pic...bley2 la..skrg fiey tgk pic jew..ary 2,,tlmpau pkir sal dya,x dpt tdur..tz rsa mw tgk pic,...so after tgk pic,then tdur....

haiy haty...apa la ubat dya.. =(

assalammua'laikum...

Fieyra...sdg sad....

2.04 pm..

mad,..

~bru jak chat ma my EX td...fuhh,,...mmg la kmi fren...tp td dya btul2 cross da line...ley2 dya hina jak fiey...isk!!!man!!!lw fiey pndai ckp kasar ny...adesss...dya ungkit lae knuk sal dlu..pdhal suma dya yg pnya slh..hate him!!!!suka tul mengaibkan org,,gila,,ihhh!!i am very angry rght now..bla engt pa dya ckp td,rsa cam mw sipak dya jak ny bha..adeyh....sowt!!!!

~td fiey mw tmbh chat box..tp xda...cri music player lae...nada jua...adeyh..sbr jak la...

k ar..2 jak...

sja jak mw lpas tension..

tekanan tul fiey td..

selamber jak2 urg p hina2 g2..adeyh..

fieyra...tensed!
1.52 am..

assalammua'laikum..

cdey...again...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalammua'laikum..

29 December 2010..

23 Muharram 1432 Hijrah..

10.56 pm...

~tonght..cathy x tdur cney..so,adq tdur ats la..lw x,tdur ma dorg d bwh..huhu....

~mamy mrh kmi bha td...aka fiey n along..adesss...gara2 mw cver fikri aje..adeyhh....sa timbak la dya 2 nty mlm ny lw kdptn..adeyh...bek lae nataw ow...cam berat jak ny rsa bla tw sal ny...aiyer...such a problem..mamy said "kmu urus la 2 sndry"...pnya la SHOCK bla kna ckp g2..aiyer..skit aty xda org tw..cam rsa mw tmbak jak smua org ny bha...adeyh..2nd bddy blg,mumy mnja..tz dya suh sbr jak..segafar dya blg...kik kan..org sbt la bha istighfar btul2..adess...1st bddy plak,blurr2...lmbt tul...mls eyh..cam tsekat2 jak nfas mw btaw..adeyh...

~tp pa jua ley bwt kan..sabar jak la..

~skrg ny,,problm btul..d mna aq mw cri 200 tue??mw bli kasut lg...adesss....fiey mw byr yuran skul sndry thn dpn ny...cz last skul sua kan..so mw byr sndry la...bru puas hti..bru rsa...tp gaji sooo late...lmpas lae tem mdaftar..adeyh...dad sndry pun x ckup duit..dya blg,tuk daftar skul ija stll dpt..tp tk mine,,ssh ckit..aiyyoooo.....such a massive problem..fiey btul2 STRESS psl 2..tertekannnnn btul...

~i burst into tears td pun sal mum mrh 2...tmbh g yg fiey smpan2 sal skul ny..adeyh..

~skuwl x lma g bka..n im not ready yet,..keja rmh lum siap,,,stu bnda pun blum.,.brg skola lum cmplete...especially shoe.. oowwww!!!wat am i gnna do???

~ary 2 25hb,.mkn2 d rmh neth..uhuu...on da evenng,jln g ma tiyah,her bro n her bf..adeyh..her bf drve her mum's car...i really dun like it bla dpt taw dya yg drve..fuhh..cyan dya..ntah la...tz kmi jln2 cri suar..last2 jmpa jua..rm20 each...i bought 2 of them...ok la jua...cma pnjg n FIT!....i jz dun lke tat part..tp xpa la...pa ley bwt..cmna la t bka skuwl arr???sa malu ow mw pkai..adess..

~then tmrrow dya p rongolis...ahhaa...like la..jmpa kzen...bla jmpa c liu,ttriak la plak..gila...ahahaha...eppy jua la...sooo jelez tgk dorg nyanyi d pntas..n dpt hadiah g..aiyerr,,,sooo like la...tp hlg tz smgt bla along said "deq,kalah kw deq.."..=.=!!! pnya la..n wnna know??dorg cuzzy suma bwa Bf n Gf dorg..wouch!!its both gud n bad,..but still,,im jelez..aiyerr...all our granny n granddad pun cam x ksah ny bha..cam besa jak ny..ley tawa g..uhuu...tz gf 1 of my czzy kna jmput p pntas p nyanyi..tuz byk la lawak dorg..pnya lcu,.,.adeyh..one thng i dun like bla ada event mcm 2,is tat byk mnm2..gosh!!sua la ats meja jak tin2 2 kna hdng...2 ley sabar lg la..tp bla sua bahar 2 kna c kuar,,adeyh...cam mw terbang jak ow...suda 2,uncle roy over drunk..dya bwa2 g dad mnm..aiyer,,,im really thrust tat tme....i dun know wat else to do..so i juz said no3x to uncle roy...so dad ckp "naa...dya x suh.."..ahhaha...cyan jua la dady mw tlak..adeyh..tuz uncle talk 2 me,,,aiyer...dun like it when tmpias 2 tkna my face...burh!!!sbar jak la hati...--tettt3....then tem blk,aunty baby suh jga2 dady,,sap dady mnm tdi..kotigup jua la adq bla taw...engtkan dady x mnm..fuhh...

~ok..now..lets talk hostel..td pg i ask mum.,,.mum said tggu dkt2 spm bru msk...im not satisfied wit tat..so fiey p ckp g ma dad..dad ckp,mslhnya dya kering skrg..so,i said nty tgk gaji fiey brp,..lw ckup,then im in..dad said,dya no prob..asl fiey bljr..wohooo!!!!!plg semat la tw...fiey blg,try lu mhon,lw dpt,tgk lae duit ckup ka x...then lw xda apa2 mslh,fiey msk..dad ckp,no prob jak..muahhahahhaah...hope there'll b no problm..i wish..amin...

k arr..tats all 4 now..cam ngntuk...n mls..ehehehe
assalammua'laikum...

Fieyra...aka adeq..(dgr2 jak bnyi len2 ow..adess)

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